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My First Paper

DEDICATED TO MY USM  MATES;

Late morning.Sleepless nights. Countless coffee. Messy table. Lost and found notes. Past year questions Pilled up laundry clothes. Skipped meals.Concerned parents. Ignored phone calls.Messages. Nag from girlfriends. Partially gone mad friends. Already mad US. Back pain. Headache.Sudden running nose. Charlies' visits. Flies "COMEBACK". Etc etc....

Sums up our study week.

Then, comes the day we have been waiting for.....@like literally "WAITING" for.

Praying to the Holy ONE. Seeking blessings from our loved ones. We step into the examination hall.Noticing the familiar faces after a week gap, we exchange smiles. 
Before flipping the pages, we tell ourselves "Senjereven Da. Inthe SEM Dean List da".

You may begin your examination now. Says the instructor.

Background music: "A Thousand Years"

@When you flip the first page

Heart beats fast, trembles and bad instincts. 
How to be brave?
How can I screw up when I am afraid of repeat? 
But flipping the pages fast .
All of my doubt suddenly comes again somehow.
One step closer..........

I have died every day waiting for you.
Darling, don't "SENJU" me.
I have studied you for a "thousand times".
I've studied you for a thousand times. 

@Then, you remember the formula

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I would write you for many times.
I'll keep on "goreng" you until the time ends.

One step closer
One step closer

@Once you are out

"SENJETEN DA"


CLOSER TO WHAT? 
WE ALL KNOW WHAT๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚


Written by;
Sivasangary Ragupathy

Special thanks to Joanna James.






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  1. Impressive lyrics..hope that one step closer to good result Sivasangary...

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  2. Impressive lyrics..hope that one step closer to good result Sivasangary...

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