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My Vow of Silence (Day 1)

I took a vow of silence (speech fasting) from 9.30 morning till 7 evening. I didn't speak or listen to any music. I did utter a few words by accident. (countable words) And I did text a few people. I tried not to be very strict with myself as it was my first attempt. Perhaps, in the future I will restrain from social apps. Many asked me why I am speech fasting, so I here are your answers; ( I am sorry I couldn't explain while I was fasting just now)
1. I tend to interrupt other's conversation very often. I have this strong urge to finish ones sentence and make a comment on it. Unfortunately, I didn't realize what I was doing until a close friend of mine mentioned it to me. So, I thought being silent would make me a better listener.
2. When I am angry, I don't think before I speak. This has lead to many conflicts which I regret till this very day. Words once spoken cannot be taken back. Silence gave me the space to think well of my respond to unfavourable situations.
3. Sometimes, I talk unnecessary things. I think we all do that. We talk for the sake of talking. Gossiping , commenting, teasing, etc etc. Sometimes it is irresistible because has become a part of socializing. So basically, I just wanted to talk less bullshit.
4. I am less aware of my surrounding when I am into a conversation. Most of my friends would agree on this. Especially, if I am driving or walking on the road. I have attempted few unintentional suicides. Thanks to my friends, I am alive today. I wanted to prolong my life so yeah, decided to keep my mouth shut and eyes open,
PS:I hope to take this vow again in the near future ( verbally and non-verbally). I encourage you to experience it too and share your thoughts on it. I have learnt a lot in a day and can't wait to learn more. Thanks to all my uni mates for figuring out my gestures and helping me when I am in the public. (especially when I needed to order food) Friends in need are friends indeed. 

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